Last ChristmasThis ChristmasIs the first ChristmasThat I've ever spentIn a relationshipAnd this yearI am so gladThat it's with youAnd the lyrics of 'Last Christmas'Probably won't be relevantIn a year's time.
Ask me...Ask me already.I don't knowIf you know what I knowBut I do knowThat you like meand I know that I like youAnd that all you have to do is askAnd I would say yes.I would be proudTo stand with you at schoolYour arms around my waistLeaning on youWith our friends.I would be happyTo walk around town with youAnd occasionallyJust occasionallyTurn around and kiss you.For no reason.But I'm a wimp.I'm a complete wimp.And I won't say anythingUnless you do first.
Just for a minuteYou look at himAnd find him looking at you.You smile. Or maybe you look away.But your heart skipsBecause he was looking.Even if just for a minute.
AchesMy head aches.I take some ibuprofen.It gets better in a few hours.My knee aches.I strap it upI don't dance on itIt'll be fine in a few days.I'm stressed.I talk to my friendsThey offer adviceI take itIt's better when it's better.My heart aches.What do I do now?
CracksHe broke meHe broke me into little piecesAnd it's taken me a while to get back together again.And there are still cracksLike a mosaic, or the ground in a drought.It's almost like it's trying to get back together but there's something stopping it.And it's hiddenBut it's always thereUnderneath smiles and laughs and flirtationsThis great, gaping hole.I don't know if it'll ever be filledOr if I'll let it.I don't know, either, if it'll get smaller.It might grow and growAnd it'll break me againInto tiny pieces.
Just friendsWe're friendsWe're closeIf there's something moreI haven't noticed it yetThat's not to say there isn'tBut I still don't think it's fairI'm not allowed to be close to himWhenever you're there.
So far awayI need youOh God, I need you right nowI need you to be simpleAnd constantAnd hereYou're so farYou're always so farSo out of my reachI can't be close to youI can't see youI can't touch you.You can't help meFrom all the way over there.I wish you could...
RainIt's rainingIt's raining over meAnd I'm slippingI'm falling into this holeThe same holeThat I've been in beforeI've been here beforeI know this placeAnd I don't want to do this againI don't want to be in love with loveI don't want to feel this way about himI don't want to be here, again.I don't want to fall for youBecause I'm scared you'll let me downLike they all did before you.
She's invisibleYou know who she isYou speak everydayYou hug her and tease herAnd look right through herShe's invisibleNothing but a shadow on your chestA whisper on the windShe's just a breath on your faceA brick in a wall.She's everythingAnd nothing.And that won't change for you.