KarmaThey say you have to earn the goodThat comes along with the badWhat you give is what you getAnd the rest is just a side effectThe strong, the weak, the madBut I don't think I do enough givingFor what you give to meAnd I'm not sure I try hard enoughTo be what I want to beBecause you're so much more than I deserveYou're so perfect that it hurtsNo matter which way I try to turnAll I have left is words-Will you stay with meWill you be with meIn spite of how little I doKarma's not such a bitch any moreBecause it gave me you.
Holding you backI'm scared.I mean, I get scared of a lot of thingsLike creepy little girlsAnd china dollsAnd spiders (they are evil...)But this time it's more serious than that.I'm not scared you'll leave meBecause I'm fairly sure you won'tAnd I'm not scared you'll forget meBecause I know I won't let youI'm just...Scared.I'm scared that you'll move hours away and I won't see you,And you'll fall in love with someone elseBut you'll still stay with me because you promised you wouldAnd I hate to think that I'll be holding you backAnd stopping you being happyBecause that's all I want. I want to make you happy.Forever's a long time to promiseAnd I guess I just don't know what I'll do if we don't make it-Or if we do, but it's just because we've patched it up to get thereWith broken hearts and ruined livesBecause I held you back.I don't want to do that to youSo please don't let me.
The BreakThe hardest thingI have ever had to sayIs "we could take a break."I knew you'd say noBut a little part of meStill thought that you might agree.I mean, this is your futureThis is your lifeAnd if it would helpI would stay away from you.But I don't want toNot at allI don't want to be without youAnd I don't want you to stop loving meSo I'm so glad you said no.Because I love youMore than anything, anyone, everAnd we can make it through anything.I will be with you no matter what happensForever.
5 months5 months140 days3360 hoursEvery moment with youEvery time I see you smileEvery time I kiss youI fall a little bit more in love with youAnd it'll carry onUntil it's10 months280 days6720 hoursAnd beyond.
The worldFor some reasonWhen I'm with youNothing else seems to matter.Like, anything could happen,And I wouldn't care.When you're next to meAnd you're holding meAnd you tell me you love meYou are all that matters.In that momentIn those hoursYou are the worldAnd everything in itAnd all that I have to care about.
ScaredIt scares me a littleThat I've stopped caringAbout Cambridge and prestigeAnd people thinking that I'm clever.It scares me that when I dye my hairI get scared you won't like it.It scares me that you're the first thought when I wake upAnd the last when I go to sleep.It scares me that I'm this much in love with youIt scares me that you have this much power over meIt scares me that I'd do anything for youIt scares me that you're leaving in 7 monthsBut most of allIt scares me that you don't know how scared I am.