TumourThis day was nearly perfectThese moments of lying beside youWanting to tell you everythingWanting you to know meWanting to know everything about you.It kind of made me realiseThat you've become a part of meWithout me really noticing."You grew on me like a tumour",As the song goes.You might as well be everything in the whole worldFor all that you mean to me.Please don't break my heart.
TruthTruths:My favourite thing that you've ever said to me was"I will always stay with you."It was kind of a beautiful momentAnd it almost made me cry.It's my memory for hard times; thinking of it makes me feel stronger.I'm happiest when we're lying togetherAnd you smile that little smileAnd you tell me you love me.I feel safest when your arms are around me.I don't care if people think we're too young to be serious.I will decide if I'm too young to be serious about someone.You're never far from my thoughts,And most of the time I want you to be wherever I am.Although I feel bad,I'm really glad that you're spending the New Year with me,Because I know that next year could be hard on usAnd in some stupid way, being with you at midnightFeels like we're strong enough to fight it.I feel like I will never stop loving you.
Hey, youSometimesI feel stupid that I have to write about youBecause I can't say everything to your face.And I can't.Call me shy,Call me stupid and immature, whatever.I would blush and giggle and feel even more stupidIf you were there in front of me.This is because I am 17And I am in love for the first time.And it scares me.But hey, most teenagers don't even do this muchAnd at least I know there's a chance you'll see what I write.So hey, you-I think you're amazing,And I love you a lot.
Love, I guessI am in love with you.I've never felt like this beforeNever so happyNever so safeNever so comfortable.I always associated love with fireworksThat one momentWhen "the one" would kiss meAnd it'd be magicalAnd fantasticAnd we'd be instantly in love and get married and have babies.But that's not loveThat moment fadesIt's magical, sure, and it's amazingBut that's a moment.Love grows;Love is that little smile that plays around your lips when we're togetherLove is watching a film that you don't like because you're watching it with meLove is missing you before you're gone.Love isn't about one momentLove is a mixture of moments. And you're not even in all of them.Love is scary, and strong, and gradual.But love is magical.
ForeverForeverIs the most beautiful wordI have ever heardAnd I didn't realise itUntil it fell from your lips.
It's right, right nowStrangeThe way time changesWhen I was with himWhen I was unhappyTime went so slowly.Every day melted into the nextI forget the details of who said whatAnd whenAnd what it felt like to be with himOr to hold his hand.But with youIn this moment of contentThis peaceful happiness I getKnowing that you love meTime moves quicklyAnd I notice detailsI can still remember your head leaning into mine when you kissed me for the first timeI can feel your hand resting on my waist.I can remember big thingsLike my birthdayAnd little thingsLike the way I feel you smile when we kiss.I don't know what it meansBut time doesn't drag by with you.And although time waits for no-oneI feel like the time we have together doesn't have a definite end.There's no certainty that we won't be together in three months, or six months, or whatever.It just feels right, right nowAnd I'm happy with that.